19/01/2010

lost and found


first, i missed you fellas.
thanks so much for your warm and motivating words and thoughts.
it helped me, and it means the world to me.
it does.
second, rolling out of the gutter wasnt pretty.
never was.never will.
but life is a nutty miracle and its all fuckin worth it in the end.
again and again.everytime around.
word.
kiddos promise me if you have problems please reach out to your family,friends or professionals,ok?
i love you and i am happy to have you honeybunnies around.
your girl is officially back to her old tricks.
hugs eszter


i wear:blue and green vintage dresses: etsy and ebay, socks: leg avenue/ ebay, shoes:ebay, rings: ebay, f21, brook&lyn

155 comments:

Anonymous said...

GOOD TO SEE YOU BACK ON ROAD!- STRONG GIRL.

WOX said...

i'm glad you're back! :*

Tiffany said...

welcome back. glad to see you're in one piece dear.

Mona said...

Aww I'm glad you're better and I'm glad you're posting again :)
Your dresses are gorgeous and those socks are sooo cute <3

Blue is in Fashion this Year said...

I'm so happy that you're back! Hope you're ok :)

runawayfromhome said...

i missed you and your clothes sweetum! i hope your doing well, sounds like some serious things going on there...
to have true friends & family is the most important thing on earth, indeed.
keep it up.

anya said...

i am ecstatic that you're back, i've missed you terribly, never leave again, the blog world is a sad place without you :( love anya

SpiegelEule said...

so you're back. hope everything is fine.
damn those legs! würd ich für töten.

bianka said...

back =)
wonderful dress!

Amie said...

Yaaaaaay you are back!!!! :D:D

E said...

Aw, I'm so glad to see you're back! And in such a girly ensemble - I want your socks!!

Karoline said...

Oh my God, it is so good to see you! And with such pretty shoes:P I know how it is to have issues, and it is great when you find a lightning point you can hold on to.

Emily said...

Great to see you back blogging again :)
Lovely pictures. I love the socks and shoes combo x

http://recklessredhead.blogspot.com/

Bijou and Ruby said...

so glad your back, I only just discovered your blog when you when on a leave of absence and I was very sad so I am totally looking forward to your beautiful future in the blogging world
x
bijouandruby.blogspot.com

missND said...

it is good to see you back!!!
you look amazing, especially in those socks and shoes =)))

kira said...

seeing a new post from you pop up in my google reader made my WHOLE FUCKING DAY. thanks.

le monde de skadiida said...

love the pictures ;D

Karen said...

Sooo glad you are BACK!!

Fellow sock + heels lover.

Your style is sickness on acid.

Karen x

amalie said...

welcome back :) love your dresses and shoess!

kathrynsky said...

welcome back honey :)

_holly_ said...

im so glad you back !! and that everything is good again.... what dosnt kill you only makes you stronger,looking very beautiful vtw :D

alexandracsws said...

i`m so glad u`re okay and back.love all ur looks.

VICTORIA said...

it takes so much strength to admit your faults and take care of them so congratulations, you look more beautiful than ever and cant wait to see some new killer looks!

Maria said...

Great to see you here again and that you've dealt with the problems you had!

And great socks too but that's trivial :D

susanna said...

glad you're back, i have missed your posts :)

S said...

Welcome back Eszter!! :D

MissKimmy said...

welcome back! those lace socks paired with those shoes really just got to me. LOVE!!!

XO Kimmy
www.strawberry-stiletto.com

meg // morningmidnight.com said...

welcome back!

loving the sandals with little lace socks, need to try that out soon.

Sellen said...

Welcome back!

http://heartplussleeve.blogspot.com

bravegrrl said...

i just rolled outa bed.. poured myself some coffee, turned on the computer and here you are... i am a happyhalfasleepGRRL :) i think you look rockN in the riotgrrlbabydolldresses...

xo
bravegrrl.blogspot.com

ps i featured you on my blog a couple post back xoxoxoxoxo check it out

Leni said...

Oh you made my day... week... month... maybe even year! So good to have you back!!! And those shoes... pure porn...

I guess that thing wasnt half so bad as i would imagine since you still had the time for shopping hehhee

Jacqueline said...

Love the shoes and socks! The dreses are cute too.

www.FashionSnag.com

battered couture said...

so glad you're back. welcome.

L. said...

great heels!

LAYNE said...

so glad to hear ur back. You were missed :)

xx

Francesca said...

so alice and wonderland! i love it!

xoxo,
F

lekisskiss.blogspot.com <-- bloggin all things fashion from NYC!

ANDREA said...

WELCOME BACK!
YOU HAVE MEEN MISSED!

XXXX

PUNKIE said...

weel come back dear!!! I'm so happy to see you again! :D

great shoots as usual, you always rock!

Angela said...

Beautiful pics and I am melting over those shoes!!!!

elena said...

She's BACK!!!! and made my day :)))))


you look great

Tastes Eclectic Fashion said...

Yay! You're back. I discovered your blog after you'd gone and I was amazed at how great you are and also disappointed that you were gone for a bit. But you're back and now I can gush over how much I love you shoes. [=

6roove said...

we all glad to see U again! gorgeous as always
just great outfit!

kisses :)
Watching the waves

rileeeeey said...

so happy youre finally back! i hope youre feeling much better :]

those shoes are incredible <3

xx

http://riley-fashionchild.blogspot.com

What is Reality Anyway? said...

its so weird, i was just thinking about you last night--no coincidences i guess, welcome back xoxo

moded'amour said...

you're back! you look gorgeous! i love that dress!

www.mode-damour.blogspot.com

vio said...

love love love!

. said...

YOU'RE BACK :D

HEK said...

Good to see you back:)
Stay strong.

Studded Hearts said...

missed you so much eszter.
it's good to see that you've come back healthy and well :)
look forward to your posts!

xx
Yenny

Martina said...

Glad you´re back:D

Fashion Monstre said...

fab and fierce!

Maeko said...

Believe me, you have been missed, and I'm glad you're back and better than ever.

I totally agree, if you're going through something terrible, you should always seek treatment. If by therapy or by seeking intervention of good friends and family. People who love you and care for you no matter what.

I am glad you were able to do that. Welcome home, darling.

XO
Maeko

Britt Warner said...

So good to have you back and looking better than ever!

http://www.thereformedtomboy.blogspot.com

Barbro Andersen said...

So glad to have you back, with reassuring news and amazing pictures! Hope you are ok, sweetie <3

josephine said...

glad to have you back!

cat said...

just discoverd ur blog! great stuff! xx cat
CiTiEs of B

Lexi Colby said...

um, you have such cute outfits here!
love your legs not trying to sound creepy but those little lace sockies are adorable
xx

Anette said...

Welcome back!

ASYMMETRICERA said...

youre such a lovely person from what i have read on your blog. glad youre back and still positive:) love this post as much as all your other posts, your blog is amazing!

xx

Worth said...

Welcome back...

xo

Your Unintended said...

You are so fierce girl. Welcome back

assonnata said...

glad to see you back

The Stylemaster said...

amazing pics! welcome back yo!

desiré said...

welcome back :D

Charleston said...

the conflict of black and white is tremendous x

www.pinstripeprince.blogspot.com

★ superman said...

i am so in love with your LBD!
and the socks.
yum yum yum yum yum!

Aris said...

So beautyful and sexy! Your lovely,bare legs and kinky tighs,allways make my cock hard as a rock!!!

Casual Trousers said...

Fabulous outfits! those shoes are absolutely gorgeous!

LaurenSchoon said...

So glad you're back! You and your style were greatly missed!
http://champagneandmarshmallows.blogspot.com/

The Starving Stylist said...

im glad to see you back and doing well! great killer heels there! love it.




www.thestarvingstylist.com

ABSOLUT BOSTON said...

Love your blog!
/josefina
http://absolutboston.se
check out my blog about london fashion life and my internship at Escada

Soooali said...

So delighted you've come back! I was so happy to see you looking so well too!

the style crusader said...

glad you are well. striking and encouraging words that you wrote.

have just found your blog and it is beautiful... the photos and your outfits. xx

Anonymous said...

gorgeous girl

Kathi said...

Welcome back!!

Was waiting for your new entry so bad, you are such an inspiration for me!! Love your stlye!

Christen said...

I am so glad you are back! You are amazing and every single one of these pictures is amazing!

adele said...

i can't believe you're back, that's awesome! well done. i love everything about your blog and your style never ceases to inspire me.
congrats, you made it. i hope everything is amazing for you from now on.

Julia said...

Nice to hear that you are back in business again :-) Love your blog and I missed you a lot

saro said...

I'm so glad that you're back, and with this, it's amazing. Love the cute dresses and your socks to the shoes. Perfect!

Mia said...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 bis bald, oide! :)

Yulo said...

there are no words to describe this,
maybe perfection?
maby freaking out?
maby i loved it

Yulo

Down The Rabbit Hole said...

missed you doll!
you are amazing beyond words.<3

xoxo

theparachuteeffect.blogspot.com

Raez said...

no worries, my dear;) i assure you we missed you just as much! loving the shoes especially. you have the most killer legs!

xx raez

Susanne said...

great to have you back. started to get boring with all the good girls.
xx susanne

www.leoparddress.blogspot.com

veerra said...

u back! me happy! I've been following your blog for quite a time but I think this is my very first comment and I just wanted to say that your the best! <:

Isabelle Rosenberg said...

oh, I've missed you too!

Mcmaris said...

Glad your back. Stay strong girl.
Love those shoes, and with the blue dress!!

XOXO

claulovesfashion said...

wOoOO.. magnific picssssssssss....ilove it!!!*

i really love those shoes!

..............i FoLLoW you!*

Visit my blog&follow me! =;-D

www.claulovesfashion.blogspot.com

..muamua!*

Mieux Que La Vie said...

I don't think I've ever commented before, but I just wanna say I'm glad you're back.

'Lee said...

definitely missed you :)
I love your dress, especially the mint green one and the those shoes are divine.

Theory of a fashion victim
xoxo

Ashley said...

Yay you're back!!! I'm so glad you're doing better. You look amazing!! Awesome looks, as per usual!!

http://fashionroadkill-halifax.blogspot.com

Sarah said...

SO SO SO SO glad you're back!!!! I missed your words, thoughts, and photos!!! As for pulling yourself out of the gutter, boy do I know something about that! Cheers to you for doing something about it! Yah! Oh, and ironically here's my blog, All Of Us In The Gutter...
www.allofusinthegutter.blogspot.com

emma said...

love your style and blog!

amanda said...

your back!!! ;D

skolbeinsen said...

Welcome back!
I'm a fairly recent reader of your blog, and just wanted to say hi.

Papillon Vintage said...

Oh, I am so happy that your blog is back! You have excellent taste and put your own personal twist on everything!
I love the Peter Pan collar dress...amazing!

Congrats on your return!

http://papillonvintage.blogspot.com/

styledigger said...

I'm glad you're back, I missed you and your blog. You look beautiful, I love the mit dress!

Cookie said...

it's good to have you back. i hope everything is ok now.
looove

xo

Luxe. said...

Yeay yeay yeay so glad your back!! That mint dress is perfection.x

cocorosa said...

So happy your back and feelin' good again girl!!! love as always!! <3
xoxo

noiz said...

There's something really disturbing in your images. Luv that vibe though it might mess with your head eventually.

Candice said...

so nice to have you back!
look forward to your future entries! :)

The Opposite of Vulgarity said...

I'm glad you're back, and those socks and heels are too die!
xoxo
http://oppositeofvulgarity.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

Welcome back!
I have to ask... Where on Etsy did you find those dresses? They are amazing and i have looked EVERYWHERE!!
I hope to find the answer through you!! :D
- XXX Christine!!

the guilty hyena said...

Like the colour of your hair always sets any outfit nicely

@ The GUILTY HYENA †

MELISSA Z. said...

Welcome back! I'm so glad to see your pics and looks again!

Are you interested in exchange our links?

www.abitoffashion.com

Jenny Cindy said...

I'm so happy to see you back and doing fine. Glad you got through whatever it was that you had to get through.

Loving those dresses, they're too damn cute <3 And you make them look so cool - perfect combination.

stylespotterfashionblogger said...

i love the lace socks and shoes combo!!!!!!!

Anja Krystina said...

YES. endlich bist du wieder zurück!
love your blog and had it still in my reader!
a little hommage to you <3
http://anjakrystina.blogspot.com/2010/01/eszter-is-back.html

Smaragdalena said...

<3 <3
Im soo glad to see you back on track. =)
HUGS & KISSES too you Ezter!!
XOXO Magdalena aka Smaragdalena

Antonia said...

Glad your back darling! Stay strong. You are beautiful.

MELISSA Z. said...

Love, love, love the sandals!

www.abitoffashion.com

Irene C. said...

Lovely shoots!
xoxo
Irene's Closet

http://ireneccloset.blogspot.com

INDIEBERRY said...

Just found your blog, nice to hear you're ok again=] and I lovelovelove your hair&dress!
Xxx
INDIEBERRY

Taryn Andre said...

your back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ and still lovely

mailys said...

Im so happy you're back! ♥

LuxiRare said...

wow I'm so glad you're back! I love your style/blog/pictures.

Rock on!!

thehautepursuit said...

Yay you're back!! Hope you're feeling better now--you def feel stronger :) I love all these girly/teaparty/childhood dresses you're wearing. Better yet...those freaking socks!?! AHHHHH Just precious. Do you remember by any chance the seller????
xoxo
Vanessa

anastassia said...

missed you ~^_^~ great to have you back and all better

natasha's view said...

E.,
good to have you back! Love the girly dresses on you...

N.

Des Moines workers compensation lawyer said...

Very Taylor Momsen ish. Love the lace socks.

Anne Cecile said...

Hey!Glad you're back..
We missed the rock inspiration! ; )

Boracay beach hotel said...

I love your lace shoe it’s stunning.

decorating fabrics said...

You look like you’re really lost on this photo. I love the little girly like dress that your wearing.

Marianne said...

OH JOY! You´re back! WOHOOO!!!

DieJulia said...

du glaubst nicht wie froh ich bin das du wieder da bist :)

grüße aus deutschland :P
Julia
xoxo

A.n.E said...

good to see that u r back in action. and loving these new looks! xx

JLM[X] said...

Your shoes are so freaking want-worthy! agh!

http://fashioncontagious.blogspot.com

filles comme ça said...

youre back!!
love your new looks!

LAcee said...

just discovered your blog! very pretty! love this post and have been obsessively looking for lace socks like that!!

glad everything is ok, and good blessings to you this NEW YEAR!!!

stylestalker said...

glad that your back with us girly,
looking amazing as always.
shoes = yum!
xo
www.stylestlaker.com

Kija said...

i love your photos!

Pixie Dust said...

Glad to see you back again! It's so amazing, seeing such an adorable fashionista, who lives in the same city as I do. Vienna is beautiful, isnt it? <3

If you have time, stop by my blog:
http://fraupixiedust.blogspot.com

Have a great day xxx

SAMISONI PENISINI said...

WELCOME BACK WELCOME BACK WELLLLCOMEEEE BACKKKK :D

THAT WAS A SONG I FELT LIKE SINGING AFTER READING THAT POST ARRRHHHH XOXOXOX

Valentine Devlieghere said...

You have a great blog!
Best of luck! ;)

Follow me if you want on http://ptitevalentine-be.blogspot.com/

x Valentine

ELLE said...

YAY You are back! And looking better than ever. Those socks are so cute and your legs look super fit ;)

Style of a Fashionista said...

Just found your blog and glad to see you are back. Those dresses are gorgeous and you have the most amazing style the image of the third post has been everwhere xoxo

SammyKins said...

just found this amazing blog! your style is so unique and the photography is so good! you should be a model! just read this post and i no what you mean, but sometimes its hard right? i run away normally :s not good!

glad to hear your back

following this blog :)

love sammy

www.sammy-living-in-sin.blogspot.com
xxx

Valencia Lia said...

Girl,I'm so so happy that you're back!! Really glad to know that you're feeling all better now. Kepp smiling and you go girl:)

I really your dresses and those socks with the heels are so gorgeous<3

Insomnia said...

Love how you look sweet and dangerous at the same time!

The Queen of Hearts said...

Nice shoes. YSL <3

Sara said...

Ive been on a rehab lately.Today i came back and i also recommend turning to ur family and proffesionals if anybody has any serious problems.coz as u said - its worth it.

Acid Beth said...

I´m so happy to see that you continued blogging! I ´discovered´ your blog after you stopped it for a while.

Great great blog, and i love your outfits! xxx

Couture said...

Amazing shoes!

Judith
http://couture-and-beauty.blogspot.com/

anna who ? said...

reminds me of courtney love !
awesome . (:

Astrid said...

i totally love your dresses!

Mat said...

excellent stuff, nice blog. the shoes!

● B I M B A ● said...

aawww god!! those shoes are so fucking amazingg!!

ko said...

seriously.
the web isn't big enough to comprehend such immaculate style.
xx

Anonymous said...

WOW die Schuhe sind ja der Hammer
a la YSL
woher her genau hast du die den von ebay?
Gibt es da einen bestimmten link?
Würde mich echt über eine antwort freuen!!
Grüße aus NÖ

jennifer.hager@gmx.net

Anonymous said...

You are so cool! And i love your hair. You rockss! sorry my bad english i`m from Finland, but i just wanna say that i love to read yut blog and yours pictures is really goood:DD

enterrement vie de célibataire Paris said...

I love your blog.
Those little dresses are gorgeous.
Lilou

gih said...

That ladies are so adorable. I like them all.

vivi.lesgamines said...

Your dresses are so cute !

immigration lawyers said...

wow, love your special style, that socks and shoes