


i am so tired that i fell asleep in the middle of the day with tv,glasses,maximum lights and clothes on, drivel on the pillow and all that shit.my cat jut woke me up.the fucker uses the stomach as a trampoline then she runs of as fast as her (not so little) weight allows her.
what a loveable creature.damn you.
and yeah the heels are back.missed them.


oh sweeties,i refuse nearly everything lately it seems.maybe except drinking and headache. not good.just to name a few exiting things i ve done besides refusing so far:work,tv,sleep.fascinating.i need to get my shit together again.but yeah i found time to paint the shirt finally.inspiration was the margiela shirt in the pic underneath (saw it on



these are from fall.just stumbled cross them. 

im gettin old i guess.somehow i start to like winter.or lets better say dislike summer.we have just a few weeks summer here so there is kinda pressure to make the most of it.i constantly feel guilty somehow.sometimes i am happy when it rains.you know this kind of shit?

