ray of night

i get so mad when people accuse me of ‘sitting on the computer and being antisocial’
like you dont understand
i actually turn into a fucking social butterfly every time i open my laptop
but whatever

love

dress by lovely anna, shirt+sunnies: asos, jacket+shoes:zara, q via tumblr

blanc

1.since i missed out bigbig times on the white Theyskens' Theory wedges on sale i was happy to find some sort of knock offs at zara.
2. oversized baseball jacket, also by zara.
3.white shirt with a twist, made by the brilliant polish label UEG
its made of tyvek which gives it that wonderful paperish look.

hope you are all well fellas.
kisskiss

#winning 158

congrats ida marcowa babe from poland!
check your mails dear.
oh and yes it was international x)
kisskiss

CLOSED-quick giveaway

EDIT: sweets, i will use the generator now and will contact the winner at the very latest tomorrow.
loveee

fellas, i have a second shirt in size small.
you can have it.
just leave a comment and on next wednesday i will let a random number generator choose.
please dont forget to leave your mail ad if you dont have a site/blog with contact details.
good luck lovelies.
kisskiss

shirt: chicwish, shorts: stylenanda, sunnies: karen walker

i take it all back

ok, enough now.
its getting boring here.
new notebook.
new game.

shirt+shorts: feist&heist, shoes: dolce vita, bomber: topshop, bag: vintage+diy

meow or never

my computer hardware fainted successively.
then last week it finally quitted its job.
but who knew i would enjoy the situation so much.
in other news i chose this Arelalizza dress from bloggerswardrobe to be my first purchase.
i instantly liked the timelessness of it, i can definitely see it accompany me in the long run.
ok dolls, i am off.
must.eat.the.kid.now.

loveeee

dress: Arelalizza via bloggerswardrobe, bomber: topshop, choker+belt: nelly

weekender

what a silent saturday.
even the kid is significantly quieter than usual.
very suspicious.
ok now, enough.
wake up everyone.

please.

bomber jacket: topshop, shirt: feist& heist, shorts: vintage levis, shoes: dolce vita from this post, bruises: via nye

the little things

well hello there kiddos.
i had an epic new years eve.
accompanied with a few epic bruises.
dont ask.
hope you landed safely in 2012!
oww i look forward to another year with you!
lots of loveee

chokers: nelly+hm, sunnies: henry holland, bracelet:cos, rings: hardwarestore, imogen belfield, cos, collar pin:ebay

counting the hours

finally.
mermaid hair with a hint my little pony.
i blame tumblr.
anyway, have a wonderful slide my dolls!!
thanks for everything!!
see you in 2012!!
loveee

shirt:asos, bomber jacket: topshop, choker: nelly, jeans:cheap monday

bye bye 2011

ok, its that time of the year again to look back and to think,
wtf is wrong with you eszter? what happened with your new years resolutions?
-me every year.
its also the time of the year to feel great joy
or big sadness.
things change, life is a stunning motherfucker,
and you never know what that bitch is up to next.
its a tricky task sometimes.
we all know dark places, demons, and times when you have the feeling shit never stops and it seems nothing can make you feel better.
but when you least expect it, maybe tomorrow, maybe even today,
life turns upside down again.
simply because thats what life does for living.
that is a promise.
reach out, hang on, dont let go.
you are not alone.
truest story ever.
i love you kiddos, take care.
your mommy

damned. i am not running away, i am moving on.

so kiddos, did you enjoy christmas? i hope you are in a good place with your beloved ones around and tap your little cookie belly with great pleasure right now.
we 3 moved finally during the holidays, and let me tell you it wasnt pretty.
good thing is i gave away half of the household and i feel like a purified virgin now.
my boyfriend on the other hand puts a good face on during days, in the nights he cries silently in his pillows about the never ending cycle of riot he is forced to join in. bless his little soul.
oh and look, my girl anna made this dress for me and i am really happy about the outcome.
she is a tornado, just give her a few clues and woosh a cool dress is at your doorway.
brilliant.

wearing:dress by anna, bomber jacket:topshop, sweater:cos, sunnies:henry holland, flatforms: jc

i would

philip lim pre-fall 2012.
oha and mommy made it to twitter finally.
say hello here kiddos.

white noise

i have an eye on spon diogo ever since i fell in love with their yellow getup last summer.

the ss12 collection seems so easy to wear. i especially like the first one.

oh and these remind me of chloe's mirror heels, and shit, 46$ is unbeatable.
go here dolls.

spilt

from various tumblrs

sometimes i think i was born backwards

mommy has fever and will cuddle up to the boys and then die slowly.
self-pity chapter 11.
smooches and take care

shirt:zara, bomberjacket: topshop, pants:asos, sunnies: henry holland, shoes: nowhere

headache

dont you just hate it when somebody tells you to keep calm?
but what if I DONT WANT TO KEEP CALM?
also
i want mermaid mint hair.
NOW.
monday.
rant.
over.
love u

dress: three floor, sunglasses:house of harlow