you,us,we

ok fellas, i tried to find fitting words to tell you this for a while now.... but failed.
yeah, maybe i did to many mommy jokes here x)
....we are superthrilled that our beloved little fighter will be in our arms at the begining of july.

looooove <3

eszter

i am wearing: denimish dress+jacket: h&m, leo cycle shorts: ebay.co.uk, shoes: jeff campbell /mary roks, rings from left to right: 2x ebay.co.uk, brook& lyn, emp.de/adderbite ring, nailpolish: o.p.i/you don't know jacques!, lipstick: manic panic/ blackrose&raven mixed

in line

cant map reality
the light is pure green
im so alive
got nine fool eyes
i feel my mind
it shoots out

turning fine
feelings aside everything is in line

thanks to sweet Marylyn for her interest!

love to you bunnies

i wear: cardi: vintage/ebay, dress: vintage/ebay, tights: topshop, cape: h&m/ebay

i learned to not eat the snow

yes, i am still contemplative but mommy is also fiiine. good news.
also i get a little deflection by blowing my nose exactly every 3,5 minutes. pure therapy.
and yeah, this jacket raised my spirits too. thanks&love to nikio&queenswardrobe.com for this rad little number!
love
eszter

bunnies, i sincerly want to apologize for my current lateness uhm on everything.
i am working on it. promise.

i am wearing: jacket: queenswardrobe.com, denim shirt, scarf: zara, cardi: f21, shiny peach leggings: american apparel, belt: h&m, bag: asos

imaginary polish

ok, in fact i am not the most productive kid on the block these days.
please overlook my lazyasskittenselfness.
there are just so many things on my mind, i cant channel those thoughts properly yet.
so i make little lists.
1.life is a stunning motherfucker.
2.we are all nuts-without exceptions.
3.someone has to buy juice.
4.definitely not me.

i got a few questions regarding the dresses in the last post.i found a cool analog one at queenswardrobe if you are still interested dolls.



keep it up kiddos.
i think of you.
hugs

i wear: thanks to babooshkaboutique for the shirt!,dress: american apparel, thights: topshop+h&m, boots: topshop

lost and found

first, i missed you fellas.

thanks so much for your warm and motivating words and thoughts.

it helped me, and it means the world to me.
it does.
second, rolling out of the gutter wasnt pretty.
never was.never will.
but life is a nutty miracle and its all fuckin worth it in the end.
again and again.everytime around.
word.
kiddos promise me if you have problems please reach out to your family,friends or professionals,ok?
i love you and i am happy to have you honeybunnies around.
your girl is officially back to her old tricks.
hugs eszter

i wear:blue and green vintage dresses: etsy and ebay, socks: leg avenue/ ebay, shoes:ebay, rings: ebay, f21, brook&lyn

issues

my dearest dolls, i want to let you know why i was, and will be away for a while.
you know, life is challenging me in fucking hard ways right now.
i have to deal with my issues first now.
i will think of you and the the good times we had together and i will do my best to get back to normal as soon as possible.i promise.
dont forget i love you.
take care about yourself and your beloved ones.
xxo
yours
eszter

one of those days

dolls, i woke up today and noticed that my left leg quited its job.

reality check 1,2.

so no sashaying the next days.

on sundays we usually dont know what to do with ourselfes.

the cat is badly off then.

see, i cant even count on how many levels this face screams fuck off:

hope you are all well and heads are not spinning too much

<3

eszter

i wear: jacket: topshop, cardi: etsy, scarf: zara, dress: american apparel, tights: h&m, thigh high socks: american apparel, shoes: no name, sunnies: american apparel, bracelet/rings: ebay.co.uk

u-turns turn on me

when I saw the sign it was the first day
heading south to the north
once god turned his back on me
now there is no return for me
u-turns constantly

i wear: leo cardi: vintage/ebay.com, shirt: h&m+diy painted, shorts: vintage levis, belt: h&m, tights: asos.com, rings: ebay,+brook&lyn, lipstick: manic panic (raven)

i live between concrete walls

you are real

you are unreal

and sometimes ceilings peel

...yeah, i know...

what the fuck is she talking about again?

...ask me tomorrow x)

something else

kiddos, some of you asked how i edit the pics, drop me a mail if you have a special question, ok?

i wear: trench: zara, shirtdress: cant remember, tights: topshop, boots: topshop, lipstick: manic panic (i mixed raven+black rose)

blind your mind

my own mind is mine to drive in lanes that aren't allowed that's why i'm only allowed in circles around.

so long kiddos
mommy lays her head down now...at 22h....grannystyle

love to you from me

i am wearing: jacket+belt: h&m, shirt: h&m+diy painted, leggings: asos, booties: ebay.co.uk, bracelet: f21 necklace, rings: ebay+present+brook&lyn, lipstick:manic panic (should be dark purple but my lips had other plans x))

thanks to: style sample mag, fashionsnoops and fashionjinx for their interest! <3