stylorectic

#winning 158

2012-01-26T15:04:00.000+01:00

congrats ida marcowa babe from poland!
check your mails dear.
oh and yes it was international x)
kisskiss

CLOSED-quick giveaway

2012-01-21T22:36:00.002+01:00

EDIT: sweets, i will use the generator now and will contact the winner at the very latest tomorrow.
loveee

fellas, i have a second shirt in size small.
you can have it.
just leave a comment and on next wednesday i will let a random number generator choose.
please dont forget to leave your mail ad if you dont have a site/blog with contact details.
good luck lovelies.
kisskiss

shirt: chicwish, shorts: stylenanda, sunnies: karen walker

i take it all back

2012-01-21T00:07:00.003+01:00

ok, enough now.
its getting boring here.
new notebook.
new game.

shirt+shorts: feist&heist, shoes: dolce vita, bomber: topshop, bag: vintage+diy

meow or never

2012-01-12T21:05:00.001+01:00

my computer hardware fainted successively.
then last week it finally quitted its job.
but who knew i would enjoy the situation so much.
in other news i chose this Arelalizza dress from bloggerswardrobe to be my first purchase.
i instantly liked the timelessness of it, i can definitely see it accompany me in the long run.
ok dolls, i am off.
must.eat.the.kid.now.

loveeee

dress: Arelalizza via bloggerswardrobe, bomber: topshop, choker+belt: nelly

weekender

2012-01-07T11:36:00.008+01:00

what a silent saturday.
even the kid is significantly quieter than usual.
very suspicious.
ok now, enough.
wake up everyone.

please.

bomber jacket: topshop, shirt: feist& heist, shorts: vintage levis, shoes: dolce vita from this post, bruises: via nye

the little things

2012-01-02T21:41:00.002+01:00

well hello there kiddos.
i had an epic new years eve.
accompanied with a few epic bruises.
dont ask.
hope you landed safely in 2012!
oww i look forward to another year with you!
lots of loveee

chokers: nelly+hm, sunnies: henry holland, bracelet:cos, rings: hardwarestore, imogen belfield, cos, collar pin:ebay

counting the hours

2011-12-30T21:54:00.001+01:00

finally.
mermaid hair with a hint my little pony.
i blame tumblr.
anyway, have a wonderful slide my dolls!!
thanks for everything!!
see you in 2012!!
loveee

shirt:asos, bomber jacket: topshop, choker: nelly, jeans:cheap monday

bye bye 2011

2011-12-28T19:52:00.005+01:00

ok, its that time of the year again to look back and to think,
wtf is wrong with you eszter? what happened with your new years resolutions?
-me every year.
its also the time of the year to feel great joy
or big sadness.
things change, life is a stunning motherfucker,
and you never know what that bitch is up to next.
its a tricky task sometimes.
we all know dark places, demons, and times when you have the feeling shit never stops and it seems nothing can make you feel better.
but when you least expect it, maybe tomorrow, maybe even today,
life turns upside down again.
simply because thats what life does for living.
that is a promise.
reach out, hang on, dont let go.
you are not alone.
truest story ever.
i love you kiddos, take care.
your mommy

damned. i am not running away, i am moving on.

2011-12-26T15:23:00.003+01:00

so kiddos, did you enjoy christmas? i hope you are in a good place with your beloved ones around and tap your little cookie belly with great pleasure right now.
we 3 moved finally during the holidays, and let me tell you it wasnt pretty.
good thing is i gave away half of the household and i feel like a purified virgin now.
my boyfriend on the other hand puts a good face on during days, in the nights he cries silently in his pillows about the never ending cycle of riot he is forced to join in. bless his little soul.
oh and look, my girl anna made this dress for me and i am really happy about the outcome.
she is a tornado, just give her a few clues and woosh a cool dress is at your doorway.
brilliant.

wearing:dress by anna, bomber jacket:topshop, sweater:cos, sunnies:henry holland, flatforms: jc

i would

2011-12-18T18:03:00.004+01:00

philip lim pre-fall 2012.
oha and mommy made it to twitter finally.
say hello here kiddos.

white noise

2011-12-17T00:53:00.005+01:00

i have an eye on spon diogo ever since i fell in love with their yellow getup last summer.

the ss12 collection seems so easy to wear. i especially like the first one.

oh and these remind me of chloe's mirror heels, and shit, 46$ is unbeatable.
go here dolls.

spilt

2011-12-13T19:50:00.004+01:00

from various tumblrs

sometimes i think i was born backwards

2011-12-08T21:57:00.001+01:00

mommy has fever and will cuddle up to the boys and then die slowly.
self-pity chapter 11.
smooches and take care

shirt:zara, bomberjacket: topshop, pants:asos, sunnies: henry holland, shoes: nowhere

headache

2011-12-05T18:46:00.002+01:00

dont you just hate it when somebody tells you to keep calm?
but what if I DONT WANT TO KEEP CALM?
also
i want mermaid mint hair.
NOW.
monday.
rant.
over.
love u

dress: three floor, sunglasses:house of harlow

pockets full of dust

2011-12-02T20:45:00.002+01:00

kiddos, i ve got a few mails regarding where to find the clear nails.
you can easily find them on ebay, just search for 'clear tips', you will find loads of offers.
i conveniently bought the glue in the same ebay shop but i think every nail glue will do the trick.
i never tried fake nails before but it was really easy to stick them on, so just try it dolls!
cut them to any length as they are awesome short and long.
sometimes i also get asked about shopping in vienna, but i have to admit that i buy 99% of my stuff online. i would suggest the area around the 'neubaugasse' for highstreet brands and other little shops though.
if you want to know something more specific just go and leave a comment and i will answer right there.
or simply reach out and touch me here:
stylorectic@gmx.at

love u
e

coat&pants: zara, bodysuit: ebay, belt: nelly, lipstick: rimmel/red hot

its on

2011-11-30T16:12:00.001+01:00

bloggerswardrobe launched and its beautiful.
not as beautiful as its founders.
but still.
ccccant wait for upcoming things!

shorts+sweater: three floor, i adopted the whole look as i really like it.
sunnies: house of harlow

caption this

2011-11-15T00:03:00.001+01:00

i live in spring already.
its a good place.

skirt: made by the talented anna (fw 2010), shirt: cos, bag: vintage via etsy. cut off black mesh which covered the clear part, choker: nelly

we each have our own set of stars

2011-11-09T00:39:00.000+01:00

call off the hounds and cancel the order for your detective kit from amazon.
because i am still.
in the here.
and now.
thing is,
insomnia is the key to my life,
to kill the boredom
i dig in souls during nights
till i find the door to morning.
during days
i am constantly tired.
and my hands are always dirty.
story of my life.

kiddos, have i told you lately that i love you?
yes, i luv u.
thanks for your your darling support and dear comments.
you make my day.
every day.

shirt+skirt: asos, shoes from here

weekender

2011-10-29T17:17:00.005+02:00

crazy stufffff.
another topshop shirt featuring a pic by us.
oh that picture brings up the memories.
you know what dolls,
strange thing is,
i can hardly imagine how life actually
FELT
before little crumb.
strange thing.
in the best possible way.

thanks so much leticia+happypunt+topshop!

take care kiddos!
mommy loves you

little drum in your ear

2011-10-28T10:16:00.001+02:00

i live in a world of fantasy
so keep your reality away from me
i see what i want
i want what i see
and that is all okay by me

kissssssssss

dress: nowhere via nelly

play date

2011-10-17T13:07:00.004+02:00

yesterday i felt too lazy to clear off my bed, so I just made a pink blanket princess fort to shield from the mob of toys up there, and slept in it.
it took me half an hour.
it would have taken one minute to clear off the bed.
no doubt,
i will do it again today.

ok goodbye now kiddos.
gonna play with sonny until we pass out.
then we will wake up tomorrow and start over again.
life is great.

love u

shirt:asos, shorts:insight, belt: american apparel, trench:topshop,
choker:nelly, shoes:pleaser, sunnies:karen walker

clear sense

2011-10-11T20:20:00.001+02:00

i am into clear things.
period.

kiddos, i am really sorry that i cant help you properly with the ankle cuff hunt, as i got them from abroad myself. but i am sure any bigger sized bracelet does the trick equally.
try it dolls.
loveee

clear tips: ebay, rings: imogen belfield+hardware store

pet me

2011-10-09T10:39:00.000+02:00

i am finally able to say that i look like a giant fluffy bunny snowflake.
wishes can come true dolls.
oh and my teeth arent black actually.
i am wearing braces.
yes, braces.
its called midlifecrisis.

mohair sweater: vintage via ebay, shirt: zara, sunnies: house of harlow

weekender

2011-10-07T13:15:00.003+02:00

sweets, little one turned 15 months today.
kid still refuses to say anything else than'mommy'.
which makes him the best son in the world obviously!
also he is not friends with the electric razor anymore so we let grow out his hair.
and now everyone starts to think he is a little girl.
the barbapapa hairclips which mommy bought to save his little eyes from the party up front add to the theme.
now kid is giggling with his pretty little girl mirror reflection for 15 minutes straight.
maybe i should set up a future therapy bankbook.
just in case.

shirtdress: cheap monday, sunnies: house of harlow/chelsea sunnies, choker: h&m, leg accessory:random shop, shoes: pleaser

you might think i am shallow but i am in to deep

2011-10-01T23:32:00.004+02:00

dolls, i got me those, because i liked the block heel and stuff.
but in the end we all know that their name, pleaser romance 301, was the decisive factor.
for obvious reasons.
hmm ok, what else happened?
so, today i bought a juice pouch
and it had 2 straws instead of 1 stuck to it.
fucking.
day.
made.

oh and i luv u kiddos, also if my commenting habits are shitty, i watch you all.
true story.

pants: asos, shoes: pleaser (for example from here), nailpolish: opi/ samoan sand

pleaser

2011-09-23T17:48:00.001+02:00

clear/perspex detailed shoes pop up everywhere.

and thats a good thing.
1.philip lims clean version. oh yes.
2.simone rochas perspex heeled men style shoes. pure genius.
3.around 10 years ago stuart weitzmann brought these out.
4,5.i did a quick search on clear shoes and found these. here, here.
ok, these or some other lucite stripperheels will do the trick till i have the balls to use the complete household cash on one of the above.
or i will simply wait till the highstreet brands bring out their own versions.
which i guess will be very soon.

1 pics:style.com, 2+3: source unknown

solid weekend

2011-09-18T23:32:00.004+02:00

we started off sunday with a familytrip to the supermarket
in our pyjamas
serious business

hope you had a cozy sunday as well my dolls
love u
yrs
e

dress+creeper platforms: asos, sunnies: karen walker, cuffs: random shop, tights: falke

into that

2011-09-13T01:05:00.002+02:00

pics from here

just smile like a normal fucked up person

2011-09-10T23:01:00.003+02:00

thank you so much my dear nieki for hunting down this perfect cuffs and sending them wooooosh my way.
i so appreciate your effort.
<3
in other news,
how is life, kiddos?
and what the hell to do after summer?
tell mommy your plans dolls.
love you
e

heels: zara, cuffs: from random shop in hongkong

blue steel

2011-09-09T00:55:00.004+02:00

hmm.
so this is what beeing stone cold sober for the past 2 years has done to me?
i am trapped in shitty poses in my livingroom.
someone come over and help me.

maxi dress: lucyd acid, choker: nelly, cuff: asos

i no longer wish to understand

2011-09-04T09:45:00.004+02:00

its strange having your heart remember what your mind cant.

onsie/romper: american apparel, choker: nelly, sweater: freepeople

inside job

2011-08-31T01:08:00.005+02:00

dolls, after spending the last weeks passing on viruses, cabin fever and studies of human nature (the bad shit) the fam is fresh n shiny again and up to no good.
this has been a public service announcement from the 'it could be worse' school of crisis management.

mhm ok, these are uhm really great news eszter, do you have more?

yeah, also i wanted to point out that while editing past posts i fucking manage to mess up the bloglovin feed lately.
congrats to me.
i dont know what the hell i am doing to cause it, but hey, i will keep doing it anyway.
sorry for the confusion fellas.
lovelovelove you.

shirt:topshop, pants: zara, choker: nelly, sunnies: nastygal, kid: mine

ankle cuff

2011-08-26T21:23:00.003+02:00

i really like the leg/ankle cuffs.
yes.
will try this.
pics from here

brier cut

2011-08-24T23:00:00.003+02:00

hmmm.
new addition.
ring by Imogen Belfield via pixiemarket

whiteout

2011-08-18T13:56:00.003+02:00

yes, i dress like your mom lately.
but trust me, its all under control.

clothes:zara, cuff:asos

lovejoy

2011-08-15T21:01:00.016+02:00

so finally mommy took these close up photos of the ring i recently received from the skilled and loveable
Ziba Khatibi.
i am happy the photos came out in a way they do the ring justice as its pure preciousness.
its truly one of a kind.
THANK YOU so much for it dear Ziba.
check out her gorgeous jewelry here.

newsflash

2011-08-13T17:19:00.010+02:00

my computer committed ritual suicide last night.
ok now, i advise everyone to sacrifice all available cuddly toys immediately
to invoke all kinds of butterfly reverse effects on that bitch.
and listen, 5 minutes ago i was eating grapes and the radio played that shitty 'on the floor' song and i started to count the times the lady sings 'on the floor' because counting is what i like most, and out of nowhere the fucking plate with the grapes fell
ON THE FLOOR!
now i put down my fancy tea cup, dab my labial angle with a crisp white napkin, and ask you loud and clear:
coincidence?
mankind will never know.

anyway,
i love u ´
dont forget.
e

shirt+pants: zara, jacket: asos, shoes:mango, sunnies: nastygal

festival fever

2011-08-10T14:19:00.013+02:00

thanks to the loyal support of the loveable happypunt team your very own sisters pic is on a shirt again.
available at topshop.

and yeah, i find the writings they chose to put on it uhm
quite entertaining.
'get out of here' 'do not bother me' 'wasted soul'
haha, i guess that sums it all up pretty well.

beans

2011-08-04T00:05:00.001+02:00

i run from me and it shows
just when you think you know me,
i'll prove you wrong
i am a stupid human bean
big eyed and between what i am
and what I seem

shirt,shorts,snakeskin belt: topshop, sunnies via nastygal, shoes: zara

when the smoke clears

2011-08-02T13:52:00.005+02:00

speak our secrets into your hands
hold it in between
plunge your hands into the water
and drown it in the sea

i am here when the smoke clears
see YOU in fall dear

EDIT: kiddos, thanks for the nice comments but thats not me x)
pics via pneumoniawhite

firstworldproblems

2011-07-29T13:59:00.002+02:00

time drives me crazy

the way it continues to pass me by
and such
anyway
nice try
but you have to step up your game to make me get up from this seat now bro

shirt: bf, shorts: stylenanda, sunnies: karen walker via eyegoodies.com, collar bar: ebay.com

belladonna

2011-07-26T14:21:00.003+02:00

summer splash

2011-07-16T13:10:00.007+02:00

...and there is even more to come.
check out lenni here

love u
e

i am you you are me

2011-07-11T19:24:00.001+02:00

met thousands of people
none of them really touched me
and then there is
you

happy birthday my son
you mean
the world to me

shirt:h&m, maxi skirt: helmut lang via my-wardrobe , sunnies: nastygal, bustier+ sandals: asos

we are making it happen

2011-07-02T11:39:00.004+02:00

livin the life
feeling fine
everything is in line

get your little asses outside kiddos.
do it.
NOW.

thanks for the feature in nylon japan recently, dear mikako.

dear dolls, regarding japan i wanna ask you to keep your precious hearts open and keep donating here for example.

shirt: UNIF, shorts: insight, cropped cowboyboots: ebay.com

winner 171

2011-06-30T19:24:00.003+02:00

tatarataaaaaaaa
congrats M. Le babe, they will cover your sweet bum in no time!

to all my other dolls, i will try to make more give aways happen in the future.
that was fun.
thank you all!
love u
eszter

give me away

2011-06-26T14:44:00.001+02:00

see kiddos, i ve got one more of those moto shorts
and as you seem to like them
you can have it.
its size UK 8/US 4/EUR 36.
brandnew.
sold out.
you have to...
uhm
do nothing.
just write a comment and i will use a random generator to choose one entry in a few days.
hope you will like the shorts as much as i do.
love u
e

yeah, i am lost

2011-06-24T01:03:00.001+02:00

please dont find me.

shirt: asos, shorts: topshop, shoes: frye billy shootie via amazon.com, sunnies: nastygal, belt: american apparel

night talks

2011-06-14T22:13:00.001+02:00

is it still called
insomnia
if you dont
want
to sleep?

i could use a doctor
or two

love
e

jumper:topshop, shirt: american apparel, shorts: levis vintage, shoes: jc

likeables

2011-06-09T00:25:00.003+02:00

-love my catchin' cowboys bikini.
by insight.

-mommy is tired of them heels.
frye billy shootie via amazon.com
thankssss for the hint my lovely karen! <3

i have warned you

2011-06-03T12:34:00.001+02:00

here we go with more shorts

AND
even more walls
good times!

diy cropped jeans from: asos
jumper: queenswardrobe

big smooch

#winning

2011-05-30T00:59:00.002+02:00

-so, my hair and i had a little argument lately.
i decided to quit it just in time before it could pack its hello kitty
suitcase and leave me first.
i am just not the being dumped type of girl.
can you hear me hair?
ha, who has the last laugh now?

-shorts are the new
uhm
shorts.
so i bought about 36 new ones.

-bunnies, excuse the lack of creativity in posing and settings lately.
slack leaning against walls is getting old.
i know.

as well as i know that i love u.
take care precious ones!
kiss

shorts+bag: stylenanda (seen at knightcat), shirt: zara, sunnies: nastygal, shoes: jc via nordstrom, lipstick: mix of mac girl about town and pink eyeshadow.

insights

2011-05-23T00:51:00.006+02:00

i am so back kiddos.
mommy and son had an unpleasant tooth mayhem going on.
the difference is
he gets them
i loose them.

in other news,
how brilliant are the insight campaigns and their swimwear?
very.
exactly.

pics taken from several insight campaigns

the real world

2011-05-15T01:09:00.004+02:00

slept till 1pm.
brought the garbage out.
stroked the neighbours dog.
and for an hour or more i evaluate how much longer i can hold back peeing until a little incident happens right under me.
the idea of moving hurts me physically.
ok now, would somebody give me a damned reality tv show already?
i feel that i have so much to give to the world.

watercolor dress: unif/christine via prettypennies.com, shirt: american apparel, shorts: vintage/levis via ebay, boots: vintage+cropped via ebay.com, bralette: asos, sunnies: h&m

weekender

2011-05-08T22:30:00.006+02:00

i will drown myself in weltschmerz this evening.
just because i can.
and its sunday after all.
now after deciding this, i now ask myself if it would be appropriate to wash my hair for this occasion.

love
e

shirt+sunnies: topshop, shorts: levis/vintage, shoes: zara

come to mommy

2011-04-27T21:11:00.005+02:00

mhm.
approved.

the perfect maxi skirt by helmut lang available here
brilliant paperbagbagbagbagclutch available here
the bigger version is equally fab here

homesick

2011-04-24T21:22:00.003+02:00

constantly feeling homesick
for a place that doesnt even exist

good intentions

2011-04-17T16:07:00.008+02:00

get out of your chairs
go to your window
open them and yell
i am mad as hell
and i am not
gonna take this anymore

or i just make a sandwich after all

bralette from asos

caption this

2011-04-11T01:44:00.000+02:00

i am too old to die young anyway so i proudly announce here and now:
i had a wonderful boooooring weekend!
hope you are well dolls!
love u

dress+glasses: asos, socks: falke, shoes: mango

reality check 1,2

2011-04-06T23:07:00.014+02:00

today i had a profound moment when i realised that i am simply& downright not ready for half the stuff that people tell me.
now thats enlightenment.
on the other hand its at least nice to KNOW now that everyone else is a fucking mess as well.
amen.

hat: vintage via etsy, dress: shonajoy thanks so much for your effort dear Sara!, boots: vintage via ebay, diy cropped. bra: american apparel.

quickie

2011-04-03T12:55:00.014+02:00

i like.
bralette from here

laceupblushbikerjeans from here

in other news studio total invited me to play with them.
i am ready.
bring it on.

i love you kiddos

stonecoldfox

2011-03-25T15:46:00.008+01:00

yay to these little bum covers from stone cold fox.
they will be out soon.
i decided not to wait for spring any longer.
i quit that bitch.
the whole fam as a collective found some comfort in an upbeat little cold instead.
ha!
snotty noses, dry cough and raspy voices.
see, it cant get any better than that.

hasbeens

2011-03-20T21:08:00.010+01:00

fellas,i dont have current pics to post.
so here comes the b league.
yeah, i refuse, uhm, EVERYTHING until spring places its snobby arse right in front of my apartment door.
onewomanwalkout.

in other news bebe got his first teeth and started crawling like a pro.
and we?
we sit back and enjoy the show.

take care dolls

top+shorts: topshop, belt: american apparel, boots: vintage/ebay.com

mixer

2011-03-07T18:47:00.001+01:00

the fuck?
same bent foot in every single picture?
come on now eszter.

1.shoes: mango, socks: falke, pants:asos. 2.+4.: vintage boots via ebay.com, and then i cropped them. 3.+5.: coin bracelet: vintage via etsy, charm bracelet via etsy from here

rainbow flavoured

2011-03-03T14:43:00.023+01:00

what's not to love about this?
1.its sheermaxiflowingahhhh.
2.it screams spring.
3.no exhausting color decision needed...it fucking OWNS every color.
4.blanche devereaux would approve.
ok now, its obvious for all of us that at least since point 4. i can stop listing (and breathing).
i am sold.
jesus christ, it indeed has everything.
now the downside: its sold out meanwhile...
anyway dolls, lets keep an eye on the UNIF stuff (by the mucho loveable christine+ bf eric) as its sickkk.
pics taken from nastygal

livid

2011-02-26T20:44:00.010+01:00

pics from here, here, here ... and other fab tumblr blogs that i cant remember.
okay okay i am an impulsedownloadhoarder.

just let me know in case its yours.

have a rad weekend dolls

kisses

thoughts of the day

2011-02-22T21:43:00.001+01:00

-finish the oreos

-stop writing "for sensual massage" into the memo field of every single bank transfer.
it gets old.

-wear more pants.
in general.

wearing: capethingy+ fringe romper: topshop, hat+belt: vintage via etsy, shoes: jeffrey campbell via solestruck

sunday

2011-02-13T12:45:00.003+01:00

the sun.

jeez.

thats all for now.

love.
u.

wearing: skirt: shopnastygal.com, shirt& cardi& sunnies: h&m, belt: american apparel, shoesies: mango

meanwhile in vienna

2011-02-06T22:38:00.013+01:00

we can all go home now.

the eyebrow situation got fixed.
i originally wanted to shave them off but for now i just parishiltoned them.
a reader left a comment recently and brought the bleaching idea up, so thanks dear.
i wish someone would leave a comment suggesting a fucking bahamas trip as i am obviously the influenceable type.
true story.
love you dolls
take care
eszter

wearing: nude cape blouse/top: from the lovely queenswardrobe.com, shorts& socks: topshop, belt: vintage/etsy, shoes: mango

fall short

2011-01-26T13:29:00.009+01:00

out of touch
i am out of reach
all i ever needed is twice removed
attracted by the light
blinded my the sight
cracked eyes
capsized

wearing: dress+jacket+shoesies: topshop, white petticoat (underneath)+belt: american apparel, socks: leg avenue/ ebay.com, sunnies: lanvin for h&m

come to mommy

2011-01-22T13:00:00.011+01:00

mmm, i am patiently waiting for you little wonder. check out lovely&utterly talented Ziba Khatibi`s collection here. i am in love.

and who is this trick on that shirt anyway?

yeah, inditex (bershka) decided to put one of our pics on a shirt. thanks my dear Leticia, Nuria, Cristina& happypunt! (2nd pic taken from the bershka site)

love eszter

i do things

2011-01-09T20:44:00.014+01:00

i hope you are feeling fine honeypies! thanks for your darling comments!
well,we spent new years eve in our undies sipping on alcohol free beer.
hardcoregangstashit.
and as kid decided sleeping is so 2010 anyway we simply partayed 24/7 till now.
fun times!
kiss

eszter

under those sunnies i am so bluee steelin it.

wearing: jacket, romper: topshop, shoes: mango, sunnies: lanvin for h&m

happy new year bunnies ♥

2010-12-31T23:43:00.005+01:00

WOW, WHAT A YEAR FELLAS!! eh?
its truly good to know you still have my back also when my blogging routine is truly the shittiest around.
hands down.
thank you so much for dropping by and supporting my wackiness.
it made and makes me happy over and over again daily.
i feel really blessed all around.
um, ok, mommy gets emotional now...
go and partayyyyjiiiiee your heads off dolls!
may your dreams come true in 2011!
yes.
stay the way you are
i love u

home run

2010-12-25T17:17:00.012+01:00

-oh fellas, sooo good to be back!

hope you have the bestestest holidays ever!

lots of loveee to you!!

-so, it was sweatbloodntears, but it seems we found a flat.
yes, we are moving.
yes, again.
yes, i dont wanna talk about it.
i just want it to go away.

-and look what my beloved friend maria came up with.
if my drawing wasnt worth shit, i definitely would...
i really feel the idea of a platform for all the fabulous ideas out there.
cccheck it out and contribute here dolls.

so, after all the stressful times i can finally go back to what i do best...

love you dolls!
yrs
eszter

wearing: coat: mango, romper+shoesies: topshop, socks:h&m, rectangular sunnies: vintage/etsy.com

here we are now, entertain us

2010-11-29T11:13:00.026+01:00

"we cant do anything to change the world until capitalism crumbles.
in the meantime we should all go shopping to console ourselves."

in other news, dont forget i love you kiddos
i am just damned busy
kisses
eszter

pic:source, quote:banksy

randomnessessss

2010-11-23T19:35:00.025+01:00

#1+2 random shots. caca shades in full force.

#3 gimme more. via topshop.

#4 niiiice. from here.

#5 yeah, kid seems really exited to spend some quality time with us.
and yes, the side eye runs in the fam.

and yes, he is also forced to wear caca.

through all the years i still love this.
if you read this davey,
CALL ME

clothes: shorts+cardi:topshop, sheer shirt: american apparel

edit: kids: h&m

and

2010-11-10T16:07:00.006+01:00

they are building this house half a block down
and i stand there at night
and inside i can see cats walking
the way cats walk
and the ribs of the house show
and something seems not right
and i look through this house
and it seems the house does not want to be built
through its sides i can see the hills turn purple
and it is cold
and i button my coat
and it seems people should not build houses anymore
and it seems people should not

brush their teeth, comb their hair, get in their cars
and i am tired
and it seems there is a lot to forget
and a lot not to do
and i stand there looking through the house
and the cats stop and look at me
until i am embarrased
and move north up the sidewalk

cape,pants,shirt: zara, belt:h&m, shoesies: topshop

tales from behind the sofa

2010-10-14T00:11:00.005+02:00

thank you all for asking bunnies, little crumb is growing and happy all around.
you know, every day with him is a gift.
words are not enough to describe my love for this kid.
...so i let actions speak.
see, sometimes momma gets bored and somehow it might happen that she shears off the defenseless kids hair, uhm, lets just say like totally and downright accidently!
at least this is what i will tell poppa when he gets home.
yeah,i know, sign me up for mother of the year awards.

wearing: shirt: queenswardrobe (kisses to nikio), hat: american apparel, shorts: topshop, overknees: american apparel, necklaces: presents, etsy.

dead weather

2010-10-05T18:58:00.007+02:00

every day that I live I will live for the rain.
this life that I live, I will give to the rain.

ok, thats beeing said, i wish you a cozy week dolls!

love u.

yrs

eszter

wearing: hat, shorts, tights, overknees, bag: asos, shirt: american apparel, jacket: topshop, belt: h&m, shoes: jeffrey campbel (erikson) via needsupply.com

ups i did it again

2010-10-02T00:09:00.024+02:00

uoh, i fell out of sight again.
but i have a good cause this time!
see, i was busy strutting my arse through the kitchen, modeling nursing bras for the fridge like there is no tomorrow.
and fellas, sometimes when i felt extra festive, i even wore pants.
rrright, its britney bitch.
yeah, and even though i only reaped the side eye from that snobby ass fridge in the end, your girl wont give up and will try to win over the stove tomorrow.

ok, this were pretty long sentences for my little world.

excuse.me.but.now.i.need.to.do.this.to.feel.whole.again.

love youuu.

wearing: dress: vintage/ebay, tights: asos, shoesies: jeffrey campbell via solestruck (i will add the source from now on as some of you asked, and no, i am not sponsered by jeffbabe x)), hat: brixton via asos

home is where the rain is soft and soothing

2010-09-08T13:34:00.011+02:00

yeah, home is where the comfort is sometimes confusing.

wearing: cape+leather pants: zara, sheer shirt: american apparel, belt+tights: h&m, shoesies: topshop, bag: asos

3

2010-08-29T13:25:00.032+02:00

sonnybunny aka chiefcommander, the first day at home

so fellas, here we go.

we did it.
kiddo came nearly on point on 0707.
the first weeks i was swept away as white holes dry swallowed us just to spit us straight into the epicenter of good old n trusty insanity.
and back.
and now dolls, imagine all of that back and forth.
yeah, because this is how we rrroll.
back and forth.
back and forth.
back and forth.
.....ok, i guess you get it from here.
lemme tell you, i wouldnt exactly call it a glitterylalalaponyride but we all did a pretty good job and we feel absolutely fab now!
what shall i say dolls, he is the best thing that ever happened to me.
cant top that feeling.
ever.
now tell me what i ve missed in your lifes, how was your summer so far?
oww and thanks for your support.again.
and never forget i love u.
so take care, okay?
kisss
yrs
eszter

wearing: trench, shirt, belt, sunnies: h&m, cropped pants/shorts: american apparel, shoesies: melissa joy + a.h. via asos

randomnesseses

2010-07-05T14:19:00.007+02:00

#1+2. okok, mommy would only be able to crawl in those right now.

i prefered to lie on the floor....i still like them.

#3. yeah, i want what she has.

#4. still into garterthingys.

#5. yes guys, this is how we do it. midsummerhardcorecleanse. yay.

#6. hero. just because.

love you!

think of me the next days dolls.

kisses

eszter

1: shoesies+socks: topshop, 2: shoesies: topshop, lace socks: leg avenue/ebay.com, 3: acne resort 2011/source:style.com, 4: bodiceskirt: vintage/ebay.com, 5+6: cant remember the source, let me know when its yours.

we aint going nowhere

2010-06-24T01:33:00.009+02:00

oh fellas, i missed youuuhhuujiiiieee!

we are all fine over here, i am pretty focused and at the same time i feel totally nutty.

hormones galore!

niiice.

i hope you understand my absence dolls...

we are busy with buying things that i ve never ever heard of before.

fun times!

yeah, we are kinda growing up.

uhm, not.

big thanks for your support and kind words through the better and esp the harsh times dolls, it means a lot to me. honestly.

bigbig hugs for that.

spezial lovee to my girl ola, keep it up!

wearing: white biker jacket: ebay, nude fringe cardi: seventh door (thanks so much!) nude maxi dress: asos, striped wire bow: american apparel, rings: brook&lyn, ebay, emp.de

bright new morning

2010-05-24T01:38:00.001+02:00

dolls, how fast does time fly? no?

i honestly experience some kind of time lapse situation here.

went from crazy to yesterday within a blink.

i cried, i cheered, i feared, i laughed.

and yeah, all of this simultaneous.

of course.

life is the most stunning drug.

and hell no, i wouldnt change a damned thing.

hope you are all well!

keep it uppp

love

eszter

i wear: hat, dress, jacket: h&m, earrings: topshop, rings+bracelets: ebay, presents, from somewhere. shoes: meow/jeff campbell/nastygal

i dreamt i crossed the seven seas

2010-05-12T16:48:00.011+02:00

mind feels like neon

all glowing and bent up

come dear, tear your wings off at the spine and tape them to the back of mine

cause I can fly higher

when i'm tired

bunnies, sorry for the absence lately.
mommy got lost on the way from the kitchen to the livingroom.

it happens to the best of us.

old story.

love uuuu

eszter

ps: we are fiiine

wearing: maxidress+feather earrings: topshop, jeans vest: zara, rings: ebay,brook&lyn, noname shop, necklaces, bracelets around wrist: ebay, presents, bought someday, sandals: bought in nonameshop

simple needs

2010-05-02T21:34:00.014+02:00

let me enter you

entertain you

entertain center

black eyes

your side

capsized

got my love in the pocket

gonna hock it for my life

-happy bday stylekingdom! keep it up girl.

-scusa, i am damned late on this but thanks for your interest recently mrs.blica!

i got me the dress and skirt pictured above.its from the sweetie that is anna, her collection is pretty rad.

check it out here or here if you like.

loveeee u

yrs

eszter

i am wearing: dress: by ana, earpiece: etsy by the lovely dearbear, shoesies: nastygal/jeffrey campbell, adderbite ring: emp.de, bracelet: nastygal, bra: american apparel

genesissss

2010-04-18T15:47:00.018+02:00

the rain knocked on our heads nonstop for counted 7 days.
we summed the end is near fellas.
finally we got to see the sky again today.
so no new world order shit in the making.
sabbath for now.
oh and the magic won't stop there....drum roll...mommy started groaning when sitting down or standing up- or actually when moving in general.
yeah, just because i can.

-yay to the side eye action going on in the background.
-thanks to vogue france for the feature last week.

i hope you are all in good spirits sweets!
i loveeeee you
eszter

edit: dont worry guys, i didnt wear the heels for too long, i always have flats with me.

i wear: jacket, cuff and square ring: nastygal, dress, sunnies, tights: h&m, shoesies: jeffrey campbell/ mary roks, other rings: ebay+brook&lyn

i am doll eyes

2010-04-05T13:31:00.037+02:00

following the footsteps of a rag doll dance
love puppet with no strings

that's what the spiral eyed girl sings

she's just tired of the ugly

she just wants pretty things

wearing: dress: vintage/etsy, cycle shorts: american apparel, socks: legavenue/ ebay, shoesies: noname/ebay

and then i hear the birds

2010-03-29T23:26:00.005+02:00

i spent the last nights rolling around in bed and peeing alternately.
i blame the little one x)

i surrender.

sleep is so 2009 anyway.

just let the good times roll!

only my sissy eyes cant stand the heat.

i trick those dummies with wearing sunnies 24/7.

and i mean 24/7.

and with this sudden gift of time dimensions i finally find the time to think about sublime and also splendid things like why do we like our walls painted white and what to eat next.

now beat that!

xxo

i wear: lace biker jacket: h&m, dress: american apparel, shiny peach legging: american apparel, socks: c&a, snake print shoesies: mango, cat eye sunnies: nastygal

now is the only time i know

2010-03-25T01:51:00.014+01:00

i see clear through
i see little fish in my little sea
all the birds have turned into hawks in me
and back
eyes wide
legs shut

lived vicariously
you are 3
show me the way to the white

i wear: trench& dress: h&m, denim shirt: lee/vintage, tights: asos, creepers: demonia, lipstick: manic panic/ raven

bloglovinnn

2010-03-24T12:20:00.004+01:00

although i am damned sure most of you know this site, i want to show it to the ones who dont.esp to the austrian folks, as i realized there are still just a few native bunnies around there.where are you guys?for me lazy cat its the easiest, and therefor the best way, to check on updates of my fave blogs at one glance.also i explore loads of fab new kids there continuously.

chchchcheck it out.

my silence is unsound

2010-03-19T23:22:00.023+01:00

kiddos, your darling comments make me happy. thanks for this daily delight.

hugs for that.
ok guys, there is some serious ta-tas&belly action going on here.

in other news, i get away with almost everything in everyday life right now.

best thing ever.

yeah, maybe not so much for my boyfriend.

i wear: cat eye glasses: nasty gal, parka: topshop, cardi: etsy/vintage, dress: asos, shoesies: jeffrey campbell/mary roks/solestruck.com

you,us,we

2010-03-08T14:59:00.009+01:00

ok fellas, i tried to find fitting words to tell you this for a while now.... but failed.
yeah, maybe i did to many mommy jokes here x)
....we are superthrilled that our beloved little fighter will be in our arms at the begining of july.

looooove <3

eszter

i am wearing: denimish dress+jacket: h&m, leo cycle shorts: ebay.co.uk, shoes: jeff campbell /mary roks, rings from left to right: 2x ebay.co.uk, brook& lyn, emp.de/adderbite ring, nailpolish: o.p.i/you don't know jacques!, lipstick: manic panic/ blackrose&raven mixed

in line

2010-02-19T00:21:00.012+01:00

cant map reality
the light is pure green
im so alive
got nine fool eyes
i feel my mind
it shoots out

turning fine
feelings aside everything is in line

thanks to sweet Marylyn for her interest!

love to you bunnies

i wear: cardi: vintage/ebay, dress: vintage/ebay, tights: topshop, cape: h&m/ebay

i learned to not eat the snow

2010-02-11T20:30:00.010+01:00

yes, i am still contemplative but mommy is also fiiine. good news.
also i get a little deflection by blowing my nose exactly every 3,5 minutes. pure therapy.
and yeah, this jacket raised my spirits too. thanks&love to nikio&queenswardrobe.com for this rad little number!
love
eszter

bunnies, i sincerly want to apologize for my current lateness uhm on everything.
i am working on it. promise.

i am wearing: jacket: queenswardrobe.com, denim shirt, scarf: zara, cardi: f21, shiny peach leggings: american apparel, belt: h&m, bag: asos

imaginary polish

2010-02-04T00:00:00.010+01:00

ok, in fact i am not the most productive kid on the block these days.
please overlook my lazyasskittenselfness.
there are just so many things on my mind, i cant channel those thoughts properly yet.
so i make little lists.
1.life is a stunning motherfucker.
2.we are all nuts-without exceptions.
3.someone has to buy juice.
4.definitely not me.

i got a few questions regarding the dresses in the last post.i found a cool analog one at queenswardrobe if you are still interested dolls.

keep it up kiddos.
i think of you.
hugs

i wear: thanks to babooshkaboutique for the shirt!,dress: american apparel, thights: topshop+h&m, boots: topshop

lost and found

2010-01-19T13:33:00.007+01:00

first, i missed you fellas.

thanks so much for your warm and motivating words and thoughts.

it helped me, and it means the world to me.
it does.
second, rolling out of the gutter wasnt pretty.
never was.never will.
but life is a nutty miracle and its all fuckin worth it in the end.
again and again.everytime around.
word.
kiddos promise me if you have problems please reach out to your family,friends or professionals,ok?
i love you and i am happy to have you honeybunnies around.
your girl is officially back to her old tricks.
hugs eszter

i wear:blue and green vintage dresses: etsy and ebay, socks: leg avenue/ ebay, shoes:ebay, rings: ebay, f21, brook&lyn

issues

2009-11-24T11:57:00.002+01:00

my dearest dolls, i want to let you know why i was, and will be away for a while.
you know, life is challenging me in fucking hard ways right now.
i have to deal with my issues first now.
i will think of you and the the good times we had together and i will do my best to get back to normal as soon as possible.i promise.
dont forget i love you.
take care about yourself and your beloved ones.
xxo
yours
eszter

one of those days

2009-11-09T20:57:00.006+01:00

dolls, i woke up today and noticed that my left leg quited its job.

reality check 1,2.

so no sashaying the next days.

on sundays we usually dont know what to do with ourselfes.

the cat is badly off then.

see, i cant even count on how many levels this face screams fuck off:

hope you are all well and heads are not spinning too much

eszter

i wear: jacket: topshop, cardi: etsy, scarf: zara, dress: american apparel, tights: h&m, thigh high socks: american apparel, shoes: no name, sunnies: american apparel, bracelet/rings: ebay.co.uk